~~~im not cute but tough.......

Ihsaaaaaaan~!!!!!! Okie, first of all, we only started hanging out in the last quarter of the third sem so... yeah, we shall see what comes to mind with the testi XD haha. Just don't kill me in the end. Well, despite him saying he's not cute but tough, he's still cute. When he's right in front of you, you can see the kawaii-ness in him. Hahahaha. He's a major sportsperson as perhaps made obvious up there with all the love for rugby and what nots but, boi, don't strain your knee la. Your health matters too, right? XD Haha. He'd help out a person if you need it. He isn't a dimwit, definitely smarter than we give him credit for. Yeah, he's a little sarcastic but, he& there if you're in deep shit ^_^ or even for the smallest thing he'd give his all.Not that much of a conflict sort of person. Haha!! Ezza's whooped you so many times with words but that doesn't mean he isn't a strong character. He gets up early in the morning, a pretty much dependable alarm clock XD haha... and just good friend in the end. A caring guy with the 'tough' exterior =P From what i see, he doesn't forget old ties easily and isn't afraid to keep new ones. His opinions though most of the time only stays with him, preferring to stay on the safer side of things.

this was sent to me on 5th of december 2007 from a fren thats used to very close to me, reading this make me realize hw much ive change this few years, not the fact that im not cute but tough, but u get what i mean. im basiccaly still the same IHSAN that u guys remember but in certain views ive change. ive tried to view things from different angel, or perspective and just try not to see things from 1 side and truth to be ttold, sometimes i just forgoet the old ties easily as contradict to the post, and it hurts. i try to blame on everything, my situation, the unfair world my own self but then i cant keep blaming myself, thats what not mention, i cared too much for others that i left myself hanging.

NOW, i try to change that, yaaa, friends comes after family, but myself goes between family and friends, family first then myself and then friend. some of you may think what this bullshit is about ab\nd i just want to make things clear that eventhoug times have past us by, by i still remember u guys much, its not sumthing that i can forget easily, all the times we hang out, we make fun of each other and everything, all the crazy things. i always wish that things will turn back as what it used tobe during my foundation year, yes that is the time that i cherished the most in my 3 years in MMU, nothing have change and nothing can compare to that time. some of you left and some of u stay, we r still fren but its not the same, it feels completely different, DIFFERENT. i miss everything in foundation. but then, im still glad that i have friends here, friends that i can always count on n will always be my brother.

im sorry alin for hw much ive change...
to adie,zhaf ezza aidil kelvin melissa naju for forgeting u guys in cyber....
sorry rai n sheel, eventhough we all in melaka, but we rarely hang out...
to makcik kepo, sorry for all the things ive said that hurt u, it never meant to be that way...

and thanks to jason n vivek for being my brother here...
and all my jiwa kacau familia for being here...

after few years, i say this, im still IHSAN that u guys know, i will alwways claim that im not cute but tough,haha.......